I was walking to my car when I bumped into my neighbor I haven't met in ages. By "ages" I mean 3-4 years.. That proves how often I go out from my house, haha. But anyways, we used to hang out a lot in a group when I was younger. And he'd make fun of me lah, like all the time. And honestly it didn't do good to my self-esteem.
And about a year or two later, I became close to Mei. Honestly speaking, she'd always been the better looking one compared to me. Although last time we had similar looks, she's always the prettier one. Like, wherever we go, people would look at her first. Even now, things havent changed! haha. I always felt insecure around her, but I still love her a lot, of cos!
It was the look on my neighbor's face, which gave me the sense of accomplishment. After all these years of growing my hair, losing some weight, learnt to dress up better, grow some boobs (lol) and the worst, braces, it all felt like it was worth it. Not that I'm being an attention seeker/self-praiser, but it did made me feel good about myself. +1 for my self-esteem!
edit : not that i'm being full of myself, indirectly calling myself pretty.. but i'm just saying that i'm glad I look a million times better than how I used to 3-4 years ago, and it makes me relief (somehow) when people I havent seen for years, look at me differently (in a good way). (:
edit : not that i'm being full of myself, indirectly calling myself pretty.. but i'm just saying that i'm glad I look a million times better than how I used to 3-4 years ago, and it makes me relief (somehow) when people I havent seen for years, look at me differently (in a good way). (:
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